My Thoughtful Spot

is.... tonight. One of *those* nights. I'm trying to work it off. I've had my music blaring, and had it quiet. I've tried working, and not working. Reading, not reading. I'm still *here*. So, when I get the kids to bed I am going to bed and watching mindless television. Probably ER. Haven't finished the first season yet. I have a book I'm working on, maybe I'll read a little too. I just know I need to spend some time on ME. Everyone in my family expects me to be there at a moments notice. I don't mind, but sometimes it starts to really wear me down. Tonight, once the little ones are down, is mine. For me. My kingsized bed - all to myself. (hubbie's at work) To recover, heal, rejuvinate. Maybe then I can be all I am again tomorrow. One can hope.

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